Outdoorsy

You need to have a reason for everything.. At least that's how people portray their actions logically. What they fail to understand is that you do not need a reason. That reason is to make yourself acceptable to the society. That society which is a farce.. No one knows where it originated but the idea of getting an approval from the so called moral police, the society, the boundaries that we choose to live in; is farce.

Farce because you do not know if the rules and regulations your are bound to follow are right or not. Where is it written that there has to be a reason for all your actions. Those who break the rules and choose a different path to tread on, are called rebels, antisocial elements and maybe even criminals. 

What happens when these elements who think differently take over the society? Is there a reform? Or a rebellion? Or plain crime? What happens when these criminal elements have thought leadership and they have followers in the same society which was binding them? What happens to the society then? The rules and regulations it made? Do they stay the same? Or change? Or simply vanish in thin air.. POOF!!

Reasons for your actions are worthy only if they change History? What if I want to change my past? Do I get to be reasonable then? Or do I get the name "Rebel"?? Do I have to explain myself to the lot about what I did and WHY I did what I have done? Do I even get a chance to not want to explain myself? Not give a REASON for being who I am?? 

I want to be the way I am now!!!!

REASON being, I am less complicated. I don't lie to those who I love. I love myself and so I want to put a stop to the way I was sometime back. It was demeaning and was clearly killing me slowly and gradually.. IS this REASON enough to start over?

Do I need a better reason to start over??